ramble on

hello.how are you.good.how are you.good.what are you doing.nothing.what are you doing.lounging.what are you doing later.nothing.what do you want to do.let's go out to dinner.ok.where.i don't know.where do you want to go.i don't know.i don't have a lot of money.me neither.are you watching tv.a movie.what movie.i don't know.who's in it.that girl.kirsten dunst.spiderman.no.this is old.oh.is it good.no not really.well call me later.ok.are we going to dinner.i don't know. do you want to.yes but i have no money.let's go to the thai restaurant.i have no money.no the cheap one.ok.what time.i don't know.what time is good for you.7.earlier.6.ok.where do you want to meet.i don't know.do you want to drive.no not really.do you want me to pick you up.yes.ok.5:40.5:40.bye.later

owe

malicious walk, vindictive eyes and a bitter tone of voice.  but i didn't expel you, i listened. 

everyone has a story that could break your heart. 

despite the vulgarity of your exterior… your soul is liquid gold. i know this for a fact.  i feel blessed that i avoided the obvious and allowed myself to strike chord upon chord of fascinitation.  you are absolutely fantastic.  i am enamored with your reasoning and mind.  today, i find myself in state of deep blue calm.  i'm far removed from my own concerns and lost in your tales of yore, years and yesterdays.

thank you for tales that blur and blend fact and fiction.  they've given me more than i could ever take. 

Warmth

i woke up with an uncontrollable giggle

it was so contagious, my entire body laughed and smiled

i got up, took off my t-shirt, and got out some joy division and midnight oil and danced around my room naked for a good hour, it was absolutely marvellous.  the polish wowan banged her broom on the floor and i sung love will tear us apart, loud enough for the dead. 

i think things are on the upward swing.  i've finally met some people i click with and am starting to open up.  i actually walked to the gimenaspico without my ipod and smiled at the people who i passby eveyday on their cellphones.

i cooked enough lentil stew to feed my town, and stored it in water bottles, just like my aunt.  it too brings a smile to my face everytime i open the fridge.  i've also made midnight longboarding somewhat of a habit.  it's probably not the best idea to go alone but its too enjoyable to pass up.

the street names are starting to roll off my tongue and they've been added to the bank of once foreign words that make you uneasy at the first sight or sound. 

so i'm smiling and i hope you are too

love, light, and laughter