Archive for February, 2006

Teal Toothpicks and Travesty

February 20, 2006

how would you say

i would never look at you sideways

let alone talk to you

if we weren’t caged together?

maybe that’s a little harsh…but imagine if i could say that, how different life would be, how different i would be

funny

my mother and many of my family members are so brutally truthful, straight-up honest.  growing up i despised it.  if my mom didn’t like you she wouldn’t even say hi, she wouldn’t give you the time of day if she didn’t respect you.  i found it too harsh

so what happened to me………the ultimate diplomat of course.  and it has served me well, it’s definitely been an advantage at times. but am i cheating myself?  i don’t think i’m a hypocrite but i’m sure there are instances when my actions have reflected that of one.  and i’m probably reluctant to admit it, so i might as well be the biggest hypocrite in the world.

welll where do i go from here.  it’s like having corn stuck between my teeth but being unable to pick it out because it’s ‘impolite’

but at the same time it’s hard to respect those who say fuck it and start shoveling out their mouths and have corn flying into their guests’ faces. 

and the happy medium is so blah. i mean excusing yourself to floss is proper but proper is blah.

i guess you need some sort of pizzaz, maybe you won’t be liked and maybe you won’t even be respected but at least you’d be interesting. 

hmm, i’ll sleep on that one

oh and before i go, please do me a favor- pull out madvillainy again, that album is awesome

ophelia

February 8, 2006

it’s why blades of grass don’t bend in the wind

it’s why, you and i pass on the street everyday and will never meet

it’s why i haven’t slept since the 452 question game

it’s why i need to read more books

it’s why i absolutely adore you

it’s why i’m petrified of getting close enough to the dream

it’s why i’m so sick of this past-life talk, i was a samurai and that’s that, but if we weren’t friends maybe i’d be a mule too

it’s why i want to match the identical patterns to the max

it’s why i should take a shower and go to bed

goodnight